Her Daily Smile.

I come and I go.

I am back at this little space, deleted all my personal blogs in the blogger account of mine. And, so, tomorrow is going to be the first day of semester 3.1. Totally not ready for it, I haven’t come online for years, and there are alot of mess to clear. Oh, I just tidied up my room, trying to get myself prepared for school. I ain’t going to say I am going to study hard this semester, just hope I attend school more regularly. On the brighter side of this, this semester is a study-4-days-rest-3-days routine for me, so I count myself lucky :D

Fuck this world, or you.

Why do we have to socialize? Why do we have to smile even when our mood is at the lowest point? Why can’t we show the real us to the world, instead of wearing a mask and conceal stuff? Why why why? I want to be myself, to be real but now, can I? Can we just say the F word to everyone we dislike and every action that disturb our peace? - Yours Truly.

Damn, I think the insufficient sleep is making me sound like an unreasonable bitch. But in this life, I try my very best to tolerate things. However, do bother to note that when I am lack of sleep, the smallest thing can become the biggest issue in my head. I was out the whole night until 6am and the minute I step home, I need to get ready for school. Alright go ahead and blame me, cause I do know there is lesson today.

But then again girl, I don’t need you to sms me from 8am all the way to now. And each sms of yours only contain one sentence. Why can’t you type everyone in one sms? Are you retarded? Sms is not MSN, please fucking get your fact right. And then again and again, I only have 500 free sms per month, I prefer to use it to sms my love then you.

- Please don’t judge me using this post. I don’t intend to show the ugly side of me but I really need a break man! Fifteen minutes later, I will be back with my pretty mask, a fake angel who is so nice. Tyvm (:

I love hugs (:

Hugging is healthy. It helps the immune system, cures depression, reduce stress, and induces sleep. It’s invigorating, rejuvenating & has no unpleasant side effects. It’s nothing less than a miracle drug. Hugging is all natural. It’s organic, naturally sweet, has no artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly & is 100% wholesome. Hugging is the ideal gift. Great for any occasion, fun to give & receive, shows you care, comes with its own wrapping paper and, of course, if fully returnable.

So I’ll keep on smiling, because no one said this would be easy.